I am coming across more and more people I can truly be myself around. New friends, and reconnecting with my childhood best friend. Its like we were never apart and I felt instantly I could totally be myself around him.
I havent been able to be myself around too many people. So its really new to me to have more than just a couple people that I should be myself around, ie, Cam and family. Even some family members I hold back on….
Thanks for showing me a new feeling.
And okay, I’m done with being so mushy, its really not me ;)
I want to finish my movement project but I’m feeling very lazy at the moment…
I went to Kaplan yesterday. I’ll be majoring in Commercial Photography coming October! And I did above average (shocked as hell) on the assessment test. I have to go back next Tuesday to do the whole financial aid greatness…
I repoted one of my plants today and put some of the coffee grounds in with the soil that I got from Starbucks on Saturday :D I put most of the grounds in the compost. They even included the filters. We also put in the screens in the windows and kicked the soccer ball around with Alice :)
I have come curiously close to the end, down Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole, Defeated, I concede and move closer I may find comfort here. I may find peace within the emptiness, How pitiful.
It’s calling me…
And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping The moon tells me a secret, my confidant As full and bright as I am This light is not my own and A million light reflections pass over me The source is bright and endless She resuscitates the hopeless Without her, we are lifeless satellites drifting
And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt Don’t wanna stay down here serving my narcissism I must crucify the ego before it’s far too late I pray the light lifts me out Before I pine away.
So crucify the ego, before it’s far too late And leave behind this place so negative and blind and cynical And you will come to find that we are all one mind Capable of all that’s imagined and all conceivable So let the light touch you and let the words spill through Just let them pass right through bringing out our hope and reason Before we pine away.
I’m wanting to start a blog detailing the renovation of our house starting soon.
Our style is contemporary/modern. Right now it has ugly brown trim, ugly brown carpet, paneling, vinyl floors. Its a ranch with a spacious backyard. Oh and about 5,000 thermometers through out the house. The prevous owners had a thing for thermometers…
I’m thinking of writing descriptions mostly in Haiku’s and let the pictures do the talking. I’ll probably blog about other things too.
I’m wanting to keep my ‘art’ separate in this blog. It gets a special blog.